I still have my faith in God that this is going to flip This is what I believe at my very core despite all the noise and anger. I still trust what we have been shown, and I still trust and believe things WILL be set right.
That said - if you wanna be angry, be angry, if you wanna cry, cry, if you wanna vent, vent.
If you wanna walk away, walk away. I wont begrudge you. I would advise that you vent, pray, and get back on the horse, though. But that’s just me.
I've seen miracles come out of nowhere when you least expect them. I’ve seen Light crop up when all seemed shrouded in darkness. The impossible IS possible. I know that much.
I also know this - we needn’t devolve to violence or physical outbursts. Be mad, but be calm about it. Attacks aren’t necessary. Physical violence and destruction is NOT necessary nor condoned. Do not allow your energy to be sucked down to their level. Keep your Light intact, and always walk within it. Vengeance is up to GOD, and only GOD, it is not up to us. I promise, descending into madness and violence will serve no one any good. So I implore you to find your center and operate from a place of love and peace.
I leave you with a prayer;
Lord, I’m weary. My energy is sagging, and my motivation is lagging. And I am so in need of you. I need your strength and your fresh touch to get back on track again. Your Word says the joy of the Lord is my strength. If that's true, then I need your joy to replace all the bone-tired parts of my mind, body, and soul.
The pressures of life sometimes push me into a corner, rendering me helpless to move forward. A hundred voices call my name, and I feel paralyzed at times to answer, not knowing where to turn.
Lord, help me not to quit, to keep running the race faithfully, and to find strength in that safe, secret place of yours, under the shadow of the Almighty.
Renew my strength, Lord. Fill me with your supernatural power to overcome each obstacle in my path. With my eyes on you, Lord, with you walking beside me, working through me, I can make it. Thank you, Lord!
In Jesus's name, Amen